when u have a love scar...

now, i'm gonna to share this very unforgettable memories i ever had..it just happened after i have a big crush with someone three years ago.this story goes like this,Lets hear the fairy tale…..
begin…..
before, this one person was someonene in my life… it happened very tragically..hard to explain..( he had someone else@ a betrayer)
alright,..it happened on an event, he came to my house 4 visiting..i dont know really i felt for him..it is full of hatred and anger. i wanted revenge. that`s all….which leads me to do stupid behave although i didn`t meant to do so..like..humiliate him in front of my frens..then, he went back..and he sent me a msg..simple n short..i keep ignored him..it`s really cool..
a couple of months later, i started to think…….(.I humiliated him..as for record, a person who was really closed with me remind me about that, perhaps i'll faced some punishment then..i scared) thats why..i felt repent towards what i did….
so..i decided to seek for forgiveness….just forgiveness..that`s all…sincerely mmg i intend to ask an apology..but the feed back i got..he ignored my sms n calls..a.k.a he refused it embrassed me a lot..
for the sake of my life, i wont do this just because i felt guilty..i will not contact him back…
know wht,..kwe cant force people to accept us..maybe i am a disturbance for people who closed minded….i guest they know who they are???(hopefully)…..
i do make an apology. he still refuse mine..so, doesnt matter..
but wht can i say is , when we have a love scar, dont put the scar away but try to put remedy on it because remedy could be cured everything..just think about it!!!